Saturday, May 17, 2008

Stress Rap.

Week Four (so to speak), was a major week. The week of change and transition. The week of massive stress. The week where I realize how much shit I have ahead of me, and how little time I have left to get it all sorted.

That's the week that just passed.

Last night, I sat down on my couch, started watching some "First 48" (I love that show), and I passed the fuck out within the first 15 LOL. I don't think I've ever been more tired and stressed. Things with this job have taken massive, massive turns and I'll be explaining more about it in a short while. When the time is right.

This is just a small update to say that Real Life has made me its bitch this week. I want to work on Gun so badly, this moratorium is killing me. Especially facing the challenges that are ahead, this is going to be a total uphill battle on the creative front. I'd like to be cranking out new art, making headway on the final scene of Gun, and updating the website, but it's so hard to get the downtime to do these things, and it seems like whenever I do get a little bit of time for it, I'm so damn drained that I literally fall asleep at the computer. I wish there was more I could do to make this shit work better in tandem with the "life stuff." All I can do is wade in the water for now and see where the hell I end up.

At least today is Saturday.

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