Waiting.

This is a very brief update.

I'm just waiting. Waiting for something big to happen. I don't know which direction it's going to come from, but it's gonna be very difficult. I keep having fucked up dreams that I won't even get into right now. I always feel like I'm about to explode. I've been extremely irritable lately, and very impatient with people around me. I bark statements at them, ignore them when they talk to me, vent frustrations at them, and do all sorts of other shit I have no business doing. I'm sleeping very little these days.

I'm ready to fucking explode. I'm going absolutely crazy with a million very heavy things in my head, and there's no one I can really talk to about this stuff. Nobody.

So I put it out there for all to read anonymously. Behold the warmth and connectedness of the digital age.

What a waste of emotional resources.

Blah.

and I still haven't had a chance to really work on Gun.